onin

Sadness just struck me. In the middle of nowhere, I just missed her. More than romantic I miss her being around. She was my best bud, my partner in crime. My best friend in college that turned to be the apple of my eye. She is the only girl that I feel most at ease with. And she is my dream girl.

But two years ago, with no clue and any single hint, things changed in a snap. We were no longer friends in facebook and even denied my invitation. I received no birthday and holiday greetings from her for two consecutive years. She did not reply to my calls and texts. In short, as if I never existed.

It saddened me. It made me cry for so many nights. I was like guy who was not just broken hearted but broken into pieces. Until now I miss her dimples, her eyes, her ways- i miss her. Badly. I never miss someone like this before. 

I do not know why in the middle of nowhere sadness struck me. But am hoping one day, things will be okay. And this post will just be a reminder that we have survived a friendship test.

I am missing she!

onin

I learned that expensive restaurants does not only mean delicious 
food- it should have relatively good music.

I learned that eating involves all our senses- sight, smell, feel, 
taste and also hearing.

I learned that music of backstreet boys, nsync, 98 degrees and shania 
twain is not compatible with pizza, pasta and fish fillet.

I learned that service crew should not get the empty plates so 
quickly, its irritating

I learned that marinara is not always tomato based, it can also be 
cooked in olive oil

I learned that there are carrots which look like chili

onin

If facebook friend's list will be the basis of our friendship, then we are not friends anymore. If our few text messages will judge our relationship, then the friendship really has ended.  

This bothers me a lot, I want to confront you but, and I hope, I am wrong.

Forgot to update my running life. I must say that I am excited to see my running shoes wear off because of frequent use. Since the time I announced my new running passion, my shoes had ran more than 25 kilometers. It became my companion to burn fats and calories.

Anyway, since am almost in love with running, I do it as often as I can. Actually, if my feet would only allow, I will do it everyday.

As a matter of fact last Saturday, I ran the with Kenny Roger's Urbanites, that was the first time I officially joined a marathon. The emotion was unexplainable- so mixed. I was excited and nervous, feared and determined, tired and fulfilled.

I finished the ran for 45 minutes, it was longer than most of the participants as a matter of fact most of the male runners are finished by that time. But that time was so significant for me, as I stepped into the finished line, I step towards a new phase of my life, the dream of having a new lifestyle- a healthy lifestyle.